You know who you are....your peers know you are and your parents
& rels know who you are. OMG! Lot of identities, hard to handle & you
remain unidentified. So actually who are you? What are you doing here? Is it a
just situation where you're in?
Something i just realised in the days gone by that the way you
involve among the peers is acting as a manipulative trait to form a projection
of yours for your dear ones. On the opposite side, the way you just intend to
remain an entirely family-oriented guy or gal is the another situation which
sets a different image of yours among your social circle. What your parents
think of you as compared to what your friends think has just the same effect on
you, i.e. A dilemma to favour whom? For parents, you should be among the best
of all and to be so it is said on their behalf that avoid being so social,
mixing among friends and rest all justifications. Where on other hand you are
incomplete without those special 'mates' around you, which maybe a support
hand, a joyous company to you & it's rather imperative to accept a circle
they create, which isn't possible always by remaining a so-called 'homely'
person. So there comes a point when giving attention to both the sides becomes
important, where parents may think of that 'something fishy' factor out of it
that what's so unique is going on among them that they feel to give no
importance to their dear ones, i won't elaborate about the 'doubtful' sequence
here, that you all might have understood. But even if no such intention is put
behind it, then even, at times we are kept under an eye of suspicion, a hawks'
eye. Now with friends you are a person of a so-called dude personality, who
just forgets everything when being into the friend circle, that 'groovy', 'feel
free' attitude of ours can't be hidden. But in case of parents, you become the
most eligible one to be awarded for being in etiquette, a simple-sober guy or
gal who is a cultured, family-centered one & so on.
Then at school you become somewhat a curious, generous soul,
obedient & helpful soul, sometimes crazy even, who is ready to absorb
everything being taught & most importantly a person who thrives to become a
'favourite' of the teacher, a person to be talked about everywhere around
school campus, that's what a student thinks, right? But after working out so
much to make a personality of ours, do we come up to a conclusion of where to
put an end to it, or do we still need to carry this chore long ahead? Humans
are a mighty soul, who will work till they get satisfaction that too being
unknown to the fact. Maybe it gives us a satisfaction now but can we stick upon
any one of them? Quite a tough task, because it's the 'dual nature' we are fond
of. We ourself create a need to play a different character each time, maybe
because of the fact that we don't consider ourself a perfect one & in a
haste we create a bound for ourselves which after sometime we can't even break.
By ending this mind-boggling task of mine & wasting some more time of
yours', maybe we continue to be the same as mentioned above, but mark this fact
that be true to your own self, don't let this task create a situation of guilt
for you, as it's your own soul who needs to get satisfied by every action,
because 'every action has an equal and opposite reaction'.
